A marvelous realization came to me today that resolves an internal struggle I have had for months.

I can be depressed and still have faith
because faith is a decision not a feeling.
This holds true for when I am mad at God as well.
I can even pray when depressed or mad at God

For me, this is a huge revelation, especially if it is true. Comments--if any--will be appreciated. Am I on track with this?

Love,
Larry

Yes! You can have depression and still have faith. When we walk in faith believing, we are trusting in God. There is nothing that God won't see us through. Even in our lowest moments when we feel alone and empty, God is still there. All we have to do is reach out to Him and talk with Him. Even when we think He's not listening, He is. All we have to do is keep the faith and trust in Him.
God bless you, Larry. My prayers are still with you.

Update

Yesterday marked 44 days without cutting. The temptations have been few but strong. The following Bible verse has helped:

1 Corinthians 10:13
No temptation has overtaken you except such as is common to man; but God is faithful, who will not allow you to be tempted beyond what you are able, but with the temptation will also make the way of escape, that you may be able to bear it.

Thanks to God,
Larry

Great Job Larry. I just came home from the Hospital on Tuseday.

Admin wrote:Great Job Larry. I just came home from the Hospital on Tuseday.

What is going on? How are you? Do you need or want prayer? Please get well.

Absolutely wonderful, Larry! God is so wonderful!

Sherr, I hope you are feeling better. If you need to talk, pm me or I may see ya in the chatbox. Praying for you!

I went in because I knew something wasnt right Well they found out that I had a UTI and my heart rate was 145 beats per minute.
I am doing alot better. I can use alot of prayer. Admin

Hi Larry,
I'm new to this forum, so I hope you don't feel I am intruding.
I think you realization is wondlerful! I know it's scripture, but sometimes the 16 inches between my head and my heart seems to be farther apart. The Bible says that in our weakness HIS strength is make perfect. Same concept. He wants us to go to HIM when we are mad or depressed or on days I don't want to get out of bed, or leave my house. I know that in my head, I just wish my heart would just get it! Great job Larry! Don't loose that revelation! It's presious

Larry,
Where have you been we miss you on the forum!! Admin